Special Day's Disaster

I feel so miserable today.. It's Father's Day..
Not only the greeting was much latter than usual, I also did it myself
Not that I blame my brother. Okay, I'm being hypocrite by saying I don't blame him.. Let's see..
Choosing the present, he's not really giving thought on choosing which one. Then the size, I'm sure it's smaller size but he managed to make me waver at my choice and at last, he's wrong. It's small size.
I was searching for card because we always give our present with a card. He said it's not necessary at all, that I'm too exaggerating.
When the day come to give the present, which is today, I asked him when should we hand out the gift. He was just nonchallantly said I don't know without leaving his attention from his laptop screen. I asked him the second time just now because it's already so late and he didn't even mention about it, and he ignored me.
I snapped and gave the gift myself. My father received it and asked what's it? I said see it for yourself and sorry the size is wrong. Then I could felt my eyes sting when he replied what's the use of giving someone what they can't use? Okay. That's it. This is the worst year of my life.
I remember how in Mother's Day, I gave my mom a shoulder bag, which is too big and too hard because I bought it online.
When I looked back, I can't really blame my brother. Because I'm the one who is responsible for both of the special day. I'm the one who wavers and can't make her own decision. Past years were all my sister's and when this year lands to me, this is what happen..

I really screwed up things, neh?