make up your mind

Let's say, I've got nothing to do.. and drop on here to give some piece of my mind
I was back to my home from Hongkong trip, and I thought I might like to drop some things about the trip but.. it ended up I'm lazy with it..
I bought goods from there to my friend, 5 to be exact. And each got 2 items, and I'm not sure how to give them
when I'm at home, I get too lazy o come out and to give them those, I got to plan out a hang out day and go out which I'm too far from excited.
well, to be honest, I know some of them must also having a pleasant time overseas or cities. And I start to doubt that they will bring anything for me.
I often think that this kind of friendship no one cherish it more than me. Yeah, yeah.. curse me for being a prick