What the hell

Here I am, sitting alone mortifying what happened this week.
Monday: nothing actually beside doing assignment and go home faster than others
Tuesday: do assignment at friend's house stay overnight and did it to 6 a.m morning.
Wednesday: woke up at 10 a.m and ready for school. Reality, skip class and do assignment whole day until 9 p.m and went home. Reach home, do assignment until 9a.m in morning without nap. Straight ahead.
Thursday: feels like shit and skip class to sleep at home, until 3p.m
Friday: overslept. Woke up at 11.30 a.m, class start at 12, couldn't find my ezlink and student card at all. from home to school need fucking 1 hour. Took taxi to school, which I reached at 12.40.. Damn past the grace period. Went to student helpdesk, been told to appeal at portal, which I believe will be rejected.
Damnit! This week is so fucking unbelievable.

Bed, don't allure me. Please.

I never thought I can be so determined.
For those damn assignments, I slept at 6a.m. And woke up at 10a.m. then assignment, assignment, assignment then home, work for assignment again until 9 a.m! Wow.. Up for damn 27 hours! Even in national exam I never worked so hard before.
After done it, I laid frozen as dead as a corpse til 3 p.m pheww~
what a hectic week.

Mama I'm in a terrible headache

(sing it with criminal by britney spears rhythm!)
And yes! I'm having headache right now. Gosh, I was just exposed to rain for about 10 mins and this skull of mine already squeezing my brain.
Another headache: being the very 1st group to do presentation. OH! NOO!
This is the worst beginning of dragon year! And mind you, also the 2012 new year.
God.. Although I'm very depressed at the fact for being 1st group, I feel relieved for being the 1st one to be able to put the rock on shoulder away.
But! I haven't do any preparation, also haven't find outwear, still haven't begin the report
GOD! HELP MEEEE

Black grey white

Today (well, now is 29th of Jan, 2:46 AM, so just take it as 28th) I drawn 2 papers!! Hoooooray!
Energy stored.
AHAHHA
is there anything special happen today? Well, nope.

Diarrhehuuuu~

Today is bizarre.. Not only I woke up late, got moody mood, but also got diarrhea.
Ughhh.. I thought today's lecture will be fun because we will go to lab and that means play time!
Uhuu..
Fuck you damn stomach.

Think about things

Hii.. I'm back again with alot of reflects.. As I thought.. If I study art, maybe I will feel more durable studying here as the subject is what I have passion with..
Looking at the me now I only have one question pop out instantly: what am I doing here?
Well.. Every morning getting up feels like hell is waiting for my routine visits..
I don't know what I am doing and worst of all, I don't want to know
This is just not for me, not me.
I keep finding myself dumbfounded during lectures.. Hell.. At least I still can imagine what to say in art course, not this shitty report thing.
I WANT TO DRAW! I FUCKING NEED IT!
However, due to shit courses, they keep pulling me away from doing it
I crave for having this kind of excitement when I'm looking forward to my complete paper, my complete drawing, my complete beings.
This is just way too late to regret.. Or maybe not.
Whatever it is, I might not be able to find what I really good at anymore..
At the very least in high school I know I can draw something decent, but not now when I can't spend a lil bit of time to at least try to practice something I never done.

Second mistake of my life: coming to Singapore.
This. Is. Not. What. I. Imagined. It. To. Be!!
Well, since junior high school I already develop into an unsociable person.
At least when I'm at where I was, people know who I am and how I behave but not here.
I know we always have to try something new.
But new things not always good. At least uncomfortable. Mind you, VERY.
Because of my unsociable attitude I had lost my ability to communicate well, to talk fluently, to tell jokes, no need to mention to have fun with classmates.
Hell, that was me when I was in my country which still communicates using my first language.
But to the hell for now - ah.. I just went to hell, so now what? To the depth of earth? Good stuff - Everything gotten worse. Not only I have to speak in foreign language, I have to meet a bunch of heads I don't know and can't see through. Worst of all, I become mute and act like deaf.
Whatever, I hope 2012 really do happen therefore I don't need to be alive anymore..
I think suicide is not an option, thinking my parents back in home I think people who think of doing that haven't think further (well, I used to think avout suicide, but let's just pretend I didn't :trollface:)

Third point for today:
I, Sherley, will NOT get married nor have boyfriend!
Phew~ I'm just thinking I need to clarify this out to remind me my determination.

Fourth point! I hereby claim that I will visit this blog more often than previously. (I always forgot what I said, but this is for sure)
Why? Every morning I woke up feeling like.. P. diddy? Nah you bet.
No. I felt like shit. I mean real shit. Because I get this emotional over nothing! WTH?! This is the worst case of my life.. Crying over some images my brain produce. Fuck. You. Brain.
That's why I will make sure to post here about what I get so moody with in case I need to study it (like a reasearcher)

Last but nit least, have a good night babes.. And my kitty out there somewhere in hueco mundo (nah, what am I talking about?)
This is my kitty I doodle on my desk.. No eyes.. So what?

Okay then g~bye

Yuhuuu

I AM BACK mwahahha *insert devil's laugh here*
Oh, what should I write today?
Yepp.. Another randomness
Talking with Siri!!
1. What time is it (accurate Q&A)
2. You are so cool : I know (duh)
3. What make you so cool (became honeysuckle)
4. Who are you : I am Siri
5. What is your gender : I don't have a gender
6. What are you : I'm Siri, your virtual assistant
7. Will you marry me : (became Leo you'll marry me) My End User Licensing Agreement does not cover marriage. My apologies.
8. What the fuck : (became what the flock)
9. Fuck : What was that again?
10. I'm irritated : if you say so
11. You are useless : if you insist

Conclusion: Siri is not as good as I imagined. That must be the cause of my fucked up english. Moreover, it kept saying it can only look for businesses, maps, and traffic in the united states (WTFuuu)

And, my Siri is a male voice, that's kinda irritating because female's sounds nicer but who cares? I won't use Siri anymore especially on emergency occasion

This is what happened when I tried
Call me an ambulance : from now on, I'll call you an ambulance, ok?
*SHOCK!! ∑(ﾟдﾟ*)* I thought in internet is just making prank but that's what I found out

Having great day playing with my new phone but an hour of hell talking with Siri

hyperactiveness will kill you

Hey.. It's been so long. so here I go all  in one
There's this guy at college, let's give him a name: Chipper, because he can't stop chipping.
He is so... how to say? let's just describe the situation. He always talk, find an uninteresting topic to talk, even when we answer him with unwillingness - insert here, showing out most unpleasing expression - he still talks!
He keeps saying things nonsensical. Most of the people definitely show him an unpleasant aura but I don't know that he's pretending to not knowing, or denying ppl's attitude towards him, or even worse, he's a moron.
But I choose the latest, not because he's not knowing how ppl treat him, but because he fend out his unhappiness in FACEBOOK, telling ppl not to treat him like a kid, do not judge him, shut the fuck up - and this is where I laugh. Boy, if you're going to scold ppl, don't be a pussy as to censoring the word with * -, and whatsoever. HEY YOU CHIPPER! get a life! if you don't want ppl to treat you as a kid, don't be so childish. If you don't want ppl to judge you, don't be such a busybody. If you want ppl to shut the fucking mouth, SHUT YOURS FIRST!

Bloody hell. He can't even see his own bad. If there are only a few flocks of ppl doing those to you, well, they might be bullies. BUT if there's a massiveness of ppl thinking the same about you, you should start looking yourself in the mirror. You don't want ppl to judge you? So why don't you think about why so many ppl do that?
So just shut the fuck up and go pitying yourself till you rot if you still can't find the mistakes in yourself.

couple's day

Hi! I'm back with so much thing to told you! yes, YOU who is currently reading this

cheers~~

cheers to the fricken' weekend

pamparam~pampam

I watched bleach season 1 episode 12 this morning at animax and guess what?

new lappy

yes, yesterday I bought this new lappy, HP Pavilion g4.. I know it's cool but I still love my old one better..
*sobs* why it suddenly died puzzled me.. I took such a good care of it (exclude the overheat and such, I only took good care of the outward) while it broke when it still looks like a new one D:

Almost all of my life in there. guess I'll have to ask my uncle to help me restore it to this new lappy..
good news, this one is far lighter than the old one. bad news, It's not a touch screen that make me hard to draw anything digitally and also it didn't have finger prints detector TT^TT

I promised myself I won't buy HP's laptop anymore after I encountered many people have the same problem as my old one after 1 year and half, thought mine last for about 3 years XD (amazing, I don't know that I already used it for that long). But in the end I still in love with HP's things *sighs*

Oh yeah and I'm so happy that my room is fully furnished!! wow, I just realized that it looks so matched with each other. mostly with dark brown and white wood of wardrobe, dark brown and white wood of study table, dark brown bed frame, red chair, red clothes basket. I fuckin love the color combination!

Sing-moments!! walking through life

hi all.. I'm just gonna share some moments of my life in singapore for just.. a week?

C-Zone(s)

hey.. so many days I didn't post up.. I've been so busy and tired..
Okay I'd like to tell you guys, I live in Singapore now! I love my room, but I hate the location. It's so far away from my campus and it will drive me crazy if I have to walk, stand, sit like these everyday and that's what going to happen since I got no choice.
let's get on, what I mean with C-Zone? here it is: (oh and yeah, don't beat me up for not updating anime time, I'm sooo lazy for that now)

Comfort-Zone : I have to walk out from that zone sooner or later when I want to grow up and that's what I have to do NOW! I can't keep staying at the spot where it's so comfort that makes me want to stay there forever and don't want to moving forward.
Clean-Zone : yeah, I'm no longer in my own city nor country, not in my own home, not in my own room (I mean MY room). That's why I have to keep it the way it is. and here is such a beautiful place that I know I don't want to mess it up.
Care-Zone : care more about the environment, the situation, people and myself. I have to start considering what's good and bad more than I did before.
Confident-Zone : boost up confident in myself is such a hard thing that I don't even bother to try. But I have to now, or this kind of me won't learn much more than I have to. Too shy is not good
Capable-Zone : I HAVE to capable in doing homework, project, and take care of myself now.
Cool-Zone : remain cool and try not to get angry at anything mostly EVERYTHING that will make my voice went up a pitch higher.
Cash-Zone : Money. What I need in here only that. so I have to save money, no more figurines!! T.T
Cat-Zone : I don't know why, I feel this urge to adopt a kitty, maybe because of grimmy? LOL.. however I'm a lil bit afraid of them, but still find little one cute. I'd like to feel their paws one day.
Cosplay-Zone : YEAH! I heard (well, see actually) my school have this anime club that will run cosplaying XD
Cook-Zone : have to learn to cook myself or I have to eat outside foods everyday TT.TT
Communication-Zone : The HARDEST part of ME is communication. I hate to communicate with someone new to me. I have to step out and try to be friendly

That's my C-Zones.. how about you guys'?

make up your mind

Let's say, I've got nothing to do.. and drop on here to give some piece of my mind
I was back to my home from Hongkong trip, and I thought I might like to drop some things about the trip but.. it ended up I'm lazy with it..
I bought goods from there to my friend, 5 to be exact. And each got 2 items, and I'm not sure how to give them
when I'm at home, I get too lazy o come out and to give them those, I got to plan out a hang out day and go out which I'm too far from excited.
well, to be honest, I know some of them must also having a pleasant time overseas or cities. And I start to doubt that they will bring anything for me.
I often think that this kind of friendship no one cherish it more than me. Yeah, yeah.. curse me for being a prick

four fingers!!

I'm back with a more exhausted condition..
I'm almost dry now.. We went to disney's land and played so much
yeah, i took many photos that I'm very proud of *grins*
there's this 3D attraction that amaze me. It says 3D but instead, it is 4D -or I can say it is with the wind and water

I bought pens for my sisters (friends), for their gifts
I hope they like it. Thought I'm not so confident with the childish design but still cute thou

I'm really exhausted and I'm going again.. tomorrow is Macau and Ocean Park I guess? if that won't be cancelled thought I hope it will be cancelled.. I'm realy going limp if I have to walk for so many hours

Aloha

I'm overseas right now and guess what?
for the first time I'm using this iMac and apple keyboard with the mouse and those felt so comfortable
I'm in love with it XD

so I'm gonna boast again about this Nikon, hell yeah, it shots pretty damn photos. I'm not regret to have bought this cam!
oh and a news! I open another blog at tumblr, that will be my third blog, visit if you're free: seewhatimtalkingabout.tumblr.com (okay, I'm not sure either if that's the right one, will update if I found it wrong)

Okay, that's all for today I'm pretty tired now that I can't think of what to write.. *exhausted*
so, see ya again on the next visit.. ciaossu *waves waves*

Che~~my calls

Make up, can boost any women's confident with their looks and turns a totally slit pair of eyes to a pair that can match ping pong's (oh, right.. Just curse me for being such a bitch).
Well, I'm an opt out from those 'stylish' women. I can't even figure out how they can maintain those heavenly thick make up (yes, I only grossed out to those who put on heavy make up, and admire those go with natural looks) on their face for hours.
It looks like their skin never need breathing.
And of course how they so willingly put those chemicals on their face. Girls, please be more considerable for your skin..

Then, hair coloring.. M'kay, this now no matter how much the chemicals are, I don't care..
Because I'm obsessed to it
Yeah, for me, my hair is a very experimental thing.. I had tried short hair, middle, long, so I'm gonna try to dye it.

Lastly, while I'm typing these, my damn neighbours are setting off fireworks which I wonder why.
They are so no brain (well, I'm pissed off so much I don't care language manner anymore). Their big day -correction, OUR big day- still about a week, and what now? Intend to put a hole at the sky with every damn nights celebrate with those fucking things?
I'm not one of those that hate fireworks, in contrast I love it! but please think before act.
How will those chemicals spread in the air? How will they polute our sky? How will they take a part on our global warming?
Okay, if they're not so considerable with our world, what are they thinking? Throwing money away just for put on firework? Seriously, are they thinking it's cool or what? Well, but I don't think so

naw what?

I'm being overexcited with this new cam, nyahahha.. thought I can't shoot thing using it better than pro, but it still manage to amaze me *o*
it is Nikon COOLPIX S9100
here are some photos I took:
you can see how clear it is (advertising :P)

e~ohh..

Nah.. What I planned was this week finish part 2. But, yeah I kept stuck up with something
And here we go with some craps.
Today my lovely dearly kindly father bought me a camera XD it's nikon and I fuckin love it.. BUT it cost so much that better off buy an iPhone
And why did he bought me a cam? I'm going to HK 2 weeks later! \>, My sis was back, at last! And it's so lively since then
That's all for now, I'm all beat up with this young but old body.. Ciaossu